There are two fundamental aspects regarding the experience of freedom in musical performance that deserve more attention: practicing in a state of ease, and mastering skills. These same ideas apply to all of life, and musicians give us a window into how we can experience freedom in our every day lives and practice as well.
State of Mind Matters
The feeling of freedom is closer than we all think. It can be felt – right here and now – because it is a state, or a mindset. A sense of more freedom can be achieved by sitting down and taking a deep breath, or thinking of something lovely, or hearing a joke. Even a mild sense of relief in the moment can bring a feeling of more “freedom.”
That being said, in what state of mind do you practice your instrument or voice? Is it filled with anxiety, tension, and fear? Is it fun? Does it make you feel better? Does it make you feel sick to your stomach?
“Most of us do not take these situations as teachings. We automatically hate them. We run like crazy. We use all kinds of ways to escape — all addictions stem from this moment when we meet our edge and we just can’t stand it. We feel we have to soften it, pad it with something, and we become addicted to whatever it is that seems to ease the pain.”
― Pema Chödrön, When Things Fall Apart: Heartfelt Advice for Hard Times
There are a lot of books out there dedicated to the subject of managing pain. Psychological pain, I mean.
One of my favorite authors on the subject is Pema Chodron. She was a huge part of my healing after divorce and through finally reckoning with the reality of my life. Pema isn’t afraid of pain. She reminds us that painful situations are not the problem. Our thoughts and beliefs are.
One of my preternatural gifts is the ability to face horrific emotional pain, learn from it, and move on. That’s also what I enjoy most about my work – helping others face feelings that seem insurmountable. Although, lately I’ve been deeply challenged by this little thing called life and have had moments where I wasn’t so sure I could keep going. (My reason for wanting to write about this subject.)
Life feels like a lot of work. Because it is.
“Done is better than great.”
~Dr. K. Sherrod
I’ve been running on this idea that “done is better than good” ever since reading Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert. (Please reference my Big Magic posts if you haven’t already. Her ideas liberate the creative mind.)
I’m upgrading “done is better than good” to “done is better than great”. Because, and let me be totally vulnerable with you, I have spent most of my life shooting for GRRREAT which has stopped me from completing many, many creative projects. If you set a goal of P.E.R.F.E.C.T. then you’re liable to 1) give up in a heap of tears and shame 2) flitter around in fits of avoidance and business (read: busy-ness) or 3) just keep working and working and working and working and working and never get jack s**t actually accomplished. Bottom line, you never hit the “finished” line.
Again, let’s remember: done is better than great. Dr. Sherrod might go a step further and say that “good enough” is indeed good enough. I personally love how saying “good enough” feels!
Please be aware, I’m not advocating for crappy work. There are few people out there who take the above concepts a bit far and produce work that deserves a few more minutes of attention. (Just a few, dude, pleeeeease just 10 more minutes of your time.) And let’s face it, there will be people who say the same thing about this post too. So be it. At least it will get published or to it’s finished line.
What’s the point of all this “good enough” talk?